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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
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7:53 PM
_x.[L]urvee.x_ I learn to treasure ppl tat are close to miiee. coz I can't afford to lose one of them. especially my gorx gorx. without them. I will close down. musi thz blah blah alotz he bring miiee back to life again. tat time make him sad. I m so sry. I did not mean it. but I noe tat when I m hapi. he ish. when I m sad. he ish. he care abt miiee. I rele hope tat he can be wif miiee evadae. he ish lik my heart. without him, I will die. I won’t force. but only wan to tel you tat the daes without you ish boring.
I love you. yes I do. I wan to be wif you as long as you wan miiee to. I dun mind tat you are poor or even I hav to work to feed you. as long as I m wif you, I will be hapi. I dun care even if my parents dun let us be together. as long as you lik you. tat will be enough. if you lik another galz. you can tel miiee. I won’t mind. as long as you are hapi. I m too. I will nv interrupt wif your relationship. jusi tel miiee. I will sure attend your wedding. jusi tel miiee. I wan to tel you tat I love you. but I m scared. I scared tat you will avoid miiee. I scared you will nv care bt miiee anymore. then I think by tat time. I will commit suite. anyway. I think tat will nv happen coz I m not telling you. bleahx . I will love you secretly. no matter wad. unless you sae tat you love miiee. I will nv sae. coz dun wan all tat to happen in my life. I sae before tat I only wan to love once and one only. the reason ish tat I dun wan to noe wads the feeling of breaking wif your beloved. I noe tat the feeling sux coz I saw and heard abt it. coz you lik the person but the person dun lik you anymore. it will affect your mood for the rest of your dae…? Month…? Years…? or iizzi 4eva…? I dun noe. haha I dun wish to feel tat feeling ever in my life. not even once. my wish ish to be wif you. everydae can see you. hear your voice. tats all I wish for. I won’t dare to wish much. but to miiee you will be the best guy I seen on earth. I will promise you tat. even when i m married. I will be there jusi for you when you nid my help. no matter how far I m or how busy I m. I will walk into your world and be wif you. I only wan to tell you tat as long as you are hapi. I m aso hapi… =) |